Bye.

Keep spending most our lives living in the gangster's paradise.


Um.
Yes.
I haven't posted since like July.
Right.
I dunno.
This blog used to be a sanctuary.
My little Dyz-topia of blurted observations and things that pissed me off...

But I find myself to be wandering in a perpetual state of blindness where my mere observations that create those awkward silences are beginning to retreat to the furtherest corners of my mind and I don't feel the urge to yell them out anymore. Of course, when I do speak it isn't thought through and that what makes me me :)

And repeatedly taking things out of context...

But I just don't feel like doing it anymore.
I don't feel like myself.


And with that last bit of depreciation of mind, I withdraw from this attachment of my soul and stop electronically 'penning' my unfiltered, unrefined, similtaneously selfish and yet so totally unselfish thoughts and give you the peace of mind and restored level of sanity you once had before you mindlessly clicked a link to this piece of crap.


Moral: Yer, next time you click a link, think very hard about how many brain cells you have, how high your IQ is and how little you care about other peoples issues. If you would like to keep those many brain cells, not have your IQ drop with every word and are quite as self-absorbed as myself to care very little, if not at all, for others, then consider NOT clicking the link.

Or you will just end up here...yet again.

And the Lord knows that nobody wants yet another one of these! :S



And so I say



PEACE OUT!

for the last time.



Maybe this may have random bits of info that I decide to write, but it would nver be as active as it was many months ago.



-dyz_./



Hey you! Yer you.

I love you <3

'How can a fistfight be romantic?'

'How can a fistfight be romantic?'
Okay well.
The Used OBVS have never seen 'Fight Club'.


I know I don't exactly post as regularly as I used to and all my posts seem like general observations that you would expect me to just blurt out anyway.

But this blog now has its pravacy impaired.
And people that I don't want reading how the cogs in my head work can access it a lot easier now.

Secondly...
I don't actually rant that much anymore.
I am going through a grace period in which I would much rather voice my concerns to a dear friend rather than bottle it up and barf it in words onto this magical page.

I have also seen Dark Knight.
TEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEEHHEHEHEHEHHEEEEEE
Awww Two-face.
Can't believe they killllled him off.
And they got his story wrong.
But he looks way awesomer than I thought he would look.

Wonder how many packets of cards they raided for the jokers.
Hahah

And that guy who plays Mayor Garcia.
He looooookkkkssssss so much like Adam Levine from Maroon5.
Well in a more freaky Cuban way.

So I was watching Joan of Arcadia...again.
Season one...
Nobody even watches it.
Ugh.

I need to buy a formal shirt.
Ugh.

Meh.
Whatevs.
Totally avoiding stuff that is affecting me more than JoA and Maroon5.
[Batman totally affects me...just not in the way I mean]

PEACE OUT !
-dyz_./

'Cos I'll Miss You When You're Gone'

Know that last nights/this mornings discussion has really opened my eyes to something that I didn't really want to see.
But I am glad I said it.
I'm glad someone knows how I feel.
And if getting everything I really desired meant I wouldn't have to hurt anybody then I'd definitely continue in my hopeful world of make believe.
But it would hurt others and me too.

Dana, why is this the question that must pop up from all of this?

During this time of utter inner turmoil, I have developed this fascination with 'Silver Coins' by Angus and Julia Stone.
Its so pretty but its really sad.
You can hear the tears in his voice.
*nods*

BTW.
Deeh, how hilarious was that video?
I reckon it pwns all of them.
*nods*

PEACE OUT !
- dyz-kun

PS.
SIX DAYS TIL BATMAN
OFFICIALLY VERY EXCITED

'I'd Fight Gandhi"

Well.

Did anyone miss me?
Yer I wouldn't either.

So yer.
I dunno.

I am in a missing mood.
I miss everyone and everything.

And I totally feel like sushi at the moment.

Soooo, this new D.T teacher treally annoys me.
While it as fun having that lovely little chat to her in the library, I totally got hardly anything done.

I watched Fight Club again.
Hahhahaa, Oh Edward Norton.
<3.

This feels like an awkward conversation to myself.
So...
Hey lets do tat thing where I sing random lyrics and you get disgusted...
Ready?

now im of consenting age to be forgetting you in a caberet
Ewwww, P!ATD

Hahah.
I dunno.
I'm alive
and Batman is closer.

PEACEOUT !
-dyz_./

[ drowning lessons. ]

I have fallen back into the depths of disaster with nothing to cling to, to grab, to pull myself back up...



School so totally sucks at the moment, with the exception of English [as usual], Photography [also as usual] and a new comer of Modern.

Modern because we are finally doing the Romanovs.

FINALLY.

I had pined for this topic for ages.

PINING !



Yer I don't treally know what to write.

Cos I'm not all that happy at the moment.



By the way.

Whats the point of a fucking marriage if all you wanna do is leave that person?

Do people even stay together any more?

I'm losing my faith in people all over again.



Yer Deeh.

I'm cynical because people suck.

And you know it.



PEACE OUT, HOMIES.

Post when I can be bothered.

-dyz_./

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Damn...
I think I failed English.
Mega hard.

But damn Dana man....
He smells soooo good.

Oh fuck.
I treally must find out what it is and buy it.
ROFL.

Ahhhh I smell it in my hair.
Stupid tutoring.

I'm hungry.
I like this going home after exam thing.
Why don't we do that more often?
Minus the exams.

Ehhhhhh.
I have to 'study' for Maths.

FAIL !

suspension

i met jess today
the one whose shift i covered.
man what a douche.
oh well she is new after all.

ahh val.
so glad she didnt see me.
fucking freaky lady.

ive eaten about 5 tictacs today
like whole packets.

i really wanted to cry so fucking much today but i went for a long walk to blacktown which sort of made me feel better.
and despite that i am having such a shit time, when it started to pour rain while i was walking (i had am umbrella just in case) i could not stop smiling.
it was that smile like 'im such a douche'.
the happiest part of my day was walking in the rain with wet jeans and chucks, freezing and realising how shit my life is at the moment and not caring just for a few minutes.

peaceout !
-dyz_./