Drowning Lessons.

If only they played their old stuff.
-sigh-

Ew.
Sigh? Omg.
I'm sounding blonde before I even get there.
So not attractive. I prefer brain power over the peroxide.
But I am so bored with my hair.
Gah.
I'm so moving to London.
Even if it takes me forever to get there. London weather = love.

She said 'feels fine. its wonderful wonderful here'
Gah.
I lied.
Its not fine.
I wonder how MCR is at the moment.
Aww SugarFrank.

MISHAFAGFACE is coming with me tomorrow. Maybe we'll see that guy with the pretty hair.

The whole Lustre issue is annoying me. I don't know what to so. Misha's telling me to do one thing and its contradicting everything I thought of doing. Maybe I should just leave it alone and see what happens.

Ugh. I'm going to miss MISHAFAGFACE when she goes.
Who is going to clear up these situations for me when my head is clouded with the wrong impressions and such?
Ahhhhh.
fgtrnbw. will miss mishafagface.
emofgt. isn't helping one bit. Damn that Jelly.
Someone come online?
I am going to start pulling my hair out.
I WILL PUNCH A HOLE IN THE WALL.
THINK OF THE WALL!

I just need to breathe. In, out. In, out.
Frank.
SHIT.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
There he is. Looking all awesomely awesome and heroic and here I am. In my room, looking up at the wall next to my bed. I love Kerrang! for that issue.
Oh, and BOB!
Ugh.

I lay quiet. Waiting for her voice to say: 'Some things you lose and some things you just give away...'

I don't want Misha to be in a different country, let alone a different continent.
DAMN YOU MISHA.
OH. I just need something to drink.
Non-alcoholic.
I don't drink any more.
[Insert laughter track because that is the biggest lie I have ever told]
[Scratch that...ONE of the biggest lies I've ever told]

Biggest lie I ever told.
Oh, too bad to confess on this insecure piece of shit.

PEACE OUT !
-dyz_./