Keats liked his 'Odes'

" She dwells with Beauty - Beauty that must die;
And Joy, whose hand is ever at his lips
Bidding adieu; and aching Pleasure nigh,
Turning to poison while the bee-mouth sips:
Ay, in the very temple of Delight
Veil'd Melancholy has her sovran shrine,
Though seen of none save him whose strenuous tongue
Can burst Joy's grape against his palate fine;
His soul shall taste the sadness of her might,
And be among her cloudy trophies hung."
-Ode on Melancholy

Keats and his odes.

Grecian Urn is so long and excruiating but its so awesome.
Mainly because I had notes from before so I don't have to pay all my attention to 'Rubello'.
But I'm not exactly sure how to not pay attention to Miss.
She's ace brahh.

" Shall I part my hair behind? Do I dare to eat a peach?
I shall wear white flannel trousers, and walk upon the beach.
I have heard the mermaids singing, each to each.

I do not think that they will sing to me.

I have seen them riding seaward on the waves
Combing the white hair of the waves blown back
When the wind blows the water white and black.

We have lingered in the chambers of the sea
By sea-girls wreathed with seaweed red and brown
Till human voices wake us, and we drown. "
-'Prufrock' T.S. Eliot

I love how Rubello reads.
When she says the ending, its so eerie and it lingers.




-
I do interrupt this weirdo poem session to tell you that the only reason I am not saying what I really feel at the moment is because there is plenty of swearing and hatred.
And yes, you may say 'Oh I'm used to it' but you guys aren't used to this.

So without further ado.
I shall leave before my brain defrags from overusage, and overheating of emotional ducts.

Deeh, I'm writing that list now.
For your listening pleasure.

A 'Peace out' I guess is in order.

By the way.
Totally fucking shitty day.
The only thing I accomplished with any degree of pride was my ability to shove a whole bunch of peanut m&m's in my mouth and still remain inconspicuous in homeroom.
I haven't talked to him in a bit and the last time I did, I wished I didn't.
Bruno walked past ONCE!
And I was too busy being in a pissed/sleepy mood and stabing my food with a plastic spoon.

He also had a Pantera shirt on and had his dreads up.
I seriously can't wait for Winter.
Cold weather <3
Bruno with dreads down and a beanie.

[Don't take this seriously, I do love you all]

Fuck you and your fucking awesome lives.

PEACE OUT !!!21#$&$*8888(
[no, thats not swearing]

-dyz_./

PS/
Dear JFK.
Haha, suck bitch. Major pwnage.
You got pwned bad by Oswald.
-dyz_./

And there she was;

Omg.
I just wrote two pages of this weird story.

And the whole time I had Chiodos in my head.



I have nothing to rant about.

Except maybe that
I didn't get to talk to him, I didn't get to see him and omgahashdahdkajhsdkahsdkjahsd

It sucks.
Majorly.

Two different people by the way.

Please act surprised. She's shaking shes shaking.


And there she was; we were infinite for a moment.

PEACE OUT !
-dyz_./
Studying and shizzzz.
Tell you if something comes up.

AHHHHHHHHHH !
Deeh, was he right thereeeeeeeeeeeeee?
Ahhhhhhhh pretty boy.
Damn.
Wish I was there.
No Adonis?

Curly haiiiirrrr.

Yes. My hair is curly and I'm not immediately going to straighten it.
Half because of a reason that I will seem so damn shallow for so I won't say, and the other is because I am trying really hard to concentrate on Chemistry but I sooooo can't because of the first reason that I can't tell you so this is all just useless.

Dana is probably at church and she isn't online to talk to me about what happened at MY church.
Which is also part of the first reason.
GOOOOOOOSSSSSSHHHHHH.

I need someone to confide in.
DANA !
Stop accidently sending Rob signals and get the frick online.

Ohhhhh that was cold. I take it back.
Deeh, we have much to talk about on Wednesday. Ahh screw it, I'm ask you as soon as I talk to you.
Ahhhh frick that!
DOES CHRIS HAVE A BROTHER ?
IS HE YOUNGER ? AND IS HE THE SPY DRUMMER YOU WERE TALKNG ABOUT OR WERE YOU TALKING ABOUT WHATSHISFACE ?

Okay. I am calm.
kjsdkasjhdkjashdkjasdjkhskdjsds;djaskhgjadfgalskjdakjsgftso'dasejkl;jhgfjklrewflje

Okay. Its gone. Its out of my system.

My head really hurts.
Because of the pounding lack of sleep and orientation and balance and also because me and Jelly fully bashed into eachother last night before I gave birth to a banana and Mishafagface broke the chandelier.

Wunderbar.

I should stop posting because its totally not helping me concentrate.

Dana !?

FINE!
Everyone just leave me.

PEACE OUT LOUSY PEOPLE WIH LIVES !
-dyz_./

I DON'T EVEN LIKE THIS SONGGGGGGG !

lololololol

Misha: I look like Tom Cruise
Me: Oh my, you just insulted yourself.



LOL
Mishafagface is funny.
LOLOLOLOLOL.
Stop reading what I write, Misha.


Screw this.
LORRAINE IS OLD NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW


"Yah'll niggas are gay"

PEACE OUT !
-dyz_./

Collarbones for tea

I just told Josh the Collarbones thing.
LOLOLOL.


dyz; JERKFACE_ - bourgeois says:
do you like collarbones?
OMJOSH!! says:
lol
OMJOSH!! says:
i duno
OMJOSH!! says:
y?
dyz; JERKFACE_ - bourgeois says:
loll
dyz; JERKFACE_ - bourgeois says:
theyre hot
dyz; JERKFACE_ - bourgeois says:
just think of MARYS collarbones.
dyz; JERKFACE_ - bourgeois says:
and kissing them
dyz; JERKFACE_ - bourgeois says:
o0o0o0o
OMJOSH!! says:
LOL
dyz; JERKFACE_ - bourgeois says:
lolol
OMJOSH!! says:
HAHAHAHAH
dyz; JERKFACE_ - bourgeois says:
looooooooooooooool
OMJOSH!! says:
i'll walk up to her tommorw n b like
OMJOSH!! says:
are u into collarbones?
OMJOSH!! says:
n depending on wat she says
OMJOSH!! says:
i'll b like
OMJOSH!! says:
ilove them
OMJOSH!! says:
i kiss them
OMJOSH!! says:
n then i'll look at her n go
OMJOSH!! says:
i see u have a lovely looking collarbone
OMJOSH!! says:
n then i'll wink
OMJOSH!! says:
HAHAHA
dyz; JERKFACE_ - bourgeois says:
i so dare you to.



LOL!
Oh gosh.
I'm going to get him bitch slapped.
I hope he seriosuly doesn't.
I'm hoping he has a lot more common sense than that.

I also just realised that I spend so much time making my convos different colours so you can tell the difference.
BAH AT YOU GUYS!
BETTER APPREICIATE.

PEACE OUT !
-dyz_./

omgomg.

Kevin doesn't know what Procrastination is.
Why do I talk to an illiterate?
And here I thought it was basic English like Narcissist and Synedoche and Segue...


OMJOSH!! says:
i told andrew the chuck norris thing
OMJOSH!! says:
he laughed n said he misses u n reckons ur heaps funny

=0
I'm funny to someone?
LOL.
And here I thought people took me seriously when I said that I'd render them incapable of reproducing.
Ahhh well.

I kinda miss Andrew.
Wow.
I do have a few guy friends.
I thought it was just Joel and Josh.
But they're the only ones I really count first because I talk to them quite a bit.
><" And then Julian. That douchebag.
Still want to kill him, Deeh?

Joshy likes Maryyyyy.
Not Angeline.
LOL.
Ahhh thats reminds me...
DANA ! DO WE SIGN IN BLACK OR BLUE ?
Because I hate blue pens.

I'm also very sorry for bursting Jelly's bubble and not getting Floaties.
But seriously...I WILL NOT SUPPORT CLARE.
Wait....is Clare ...orange?
I'm so glad I'm not in Ryan.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
HOW WRONG DOES THAT SOUNNNND!

Ewwwwwww.
Oh get over it.

I got myself a Cookie Monster shirt.

And now that Jelly has finnlay decided to give back 'I'm only a man' its on repeat and that it shall stay.



Bruno was uber good-looking today.
<3

Deeh, the collarbones thing...
LOL.
I'm so glad I'm not the only one obsessed with collarbones.
Ahhh come on! They're hot, yo.
I'm sure that AA has freaking hot collarbones.

OMGAHHHH.
I told you to take the stairs.


I just realised....
I say a lot of stuff here that others won't really understand.
Sorry Joel.
=]


PEACE OUT!
-dyz_./

I'm quite good at lying.

Today was hilarious.
This evenings happenings:

Because I like to bullshit and I wasn't in the mood to battle my idiot brother, I lied.
"AHHH! I'm not allowed to fight any more. The guidance counsellor said not to"
"Wha? Why not" Was my brother's reaction and at mentioning a counsellor, it also sparked my mom's interest.
"Yer. There was a girl who got sick from stress so we have to all go see the counsellor and because I am in 11:1 and pretty high up on the roll, had to go today"
It's amazing I can spit out this shit with such a straight face really.
"Yes, we have Medical Students with that problem too," my mom said, and I recalled the conversation between us in the car yesterday, "So what did she say to you?"
My brother looked and listened on with total belief in his gaze.
"She did a full 'psyche' analysis, which I think was totally inconclusive and I could have done better. And she also said that I am full of bullshit and I can't believe you actually believe this"

Because I talk fast, my brother just laughed and looked at me with admiration.
My momtook a while but it was funny.
Then my brother tackled me and I was sruggling to get out so I started kicking the air.
Accidently kicking him....um. Yer.

I was hell funny though.
And as I went to drink my Coke he uttered something about 'Inoperative Ballsack' causing me to laugh so hard I got Coke up my nose.

I can smell Coke every where now.


````````````
DANA!
OMFG.

We have more to discuss...

Ignore that seeing as I just told you on MSN.

AHHHHHH !
READ JOSH'S BLOG
LOL THAT DOUCHE.

Man, I'm kinda scatter brain at the moment.
This night was pretty awesome.
COULD BE BETTER IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN, DEEH.

Though the night is young.

ALSO!
I have the perfect additional material that links to 'Prufrock'
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
So happy.

This happiness is going to generate A LOT of crap later.

Sorry in advance if I am Bitch-zilla tomorrow.

Nothing much tonight.

PEACE OUT!
-dyz_./

I'll post again if something comes up.

OUR CAR IS GREEN.

Me loves green.

I don't think my mom will love me playing loads of my music in it though.

I don't really have anything much to write.

Nothing really happened today.
Josh texted me, Jelly came to see me.
Dana told Rob ON HIS BIRTHDAY that she doesn't like him in anyway.
Cold much?

As much as I would totally bag her out for this, I didn't really like Rob anyway.
Not right for my Dana.
Rob is a douchebag.
But his audacity to send flowers to her house....
Man, that was awesome.
Sorry Deeh.

I'm surprised people even read this crap.
Why would you waste your precious mortal life on a crappy blog site?
Which leads me to ask myself that.
But I lead a boring life.

OMG DEEH!
DID I TELL YOU THAT I KNOW AN AUTHOR?
AND THAT I ASKED HER IF IT COSTS HEAPS/IS HARD TO PUBLISH A BOOK?
AND THAT SHE SAID YOU COULD GET A FEW BOOKS PRINTED FOR A LITTLE BIT?
AND THAT I WILL SO TOTALLY HELP YOU THROUGH THIS?

YER. ACE.
Just say it Dana.
You freaking love me.

[Bows]
Ahhh Thank you thank you.


I'm lame.

And Lonely.

Deeh!
I need to tell you something.
A thought me and Lorraine both had around the same time.
It involves Josh.
No.
I don't like him.
Don't even start with that...

BY THE WAY!
MR GRUMBLE!
AT THE OPENING SCHOOL MASS!
FRICK.
That man is a giant.
Freaking sarcastic, sadistic, West Pennsylvanian giant.
Him and his freaking posse.
Don't they have lives?
Don't that have anything better to do other than subtlety hitting on a older married man.

'Don't stand so close to me' much?

Man I love that song.
I shall go listen to the Police.

SOMEONE GO ONLINE/
I miss you people.

<3

PEACE OUT !
-dyz_./

Scary Mrs Baker.

CAN I FUCKING SHOOT HIS FUCKING HEAD OF WITH A PISTOL SO THEN I CAN DO IT AS MANY TIMES AS I WANT. CAN I FUCKING THEN REVIVE HIM, GLUE THE PIECES OF HIS HEAD BACK TOGETHER AND THEN SHOOT IT WITH A REVOLVER, REVIVE HIM GLUE HIM BACK TOGETHER AND FREEZE HIM WITH LIQUID NITROGEN SMASH HIM TO PIECES AND START BALLROOM DANCING ON THE CRUSHED, PRETTY BLOODY BITS AND FUCKING SMILE???? NO. LAUGH
....uproariously.
reducing sex to merely an act
its so much fucking more than that
he's a guy, he doesn't lose ANYTHING. yeah, a status, I'm not a vrgin anymore. big deal for him. But FOR US, IT'S A LOSS OF MAIDENHEAD, we experience PHYSICAL PAIN, we bleed, we get sore, we don't always get off AND WE CAN BE PREGNANT. BUT NO, THEY DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT THAT. FUCKER. HAVE SOME MORALS!
fucking hell, you, your body and your privacy is meant to be yours and if you give it away left right and centre, when you find the one you really love, who do you have left to give? it reduces the profoundness of such a union and cheapens it to instinct and carnality, and humans are FAR beyond that.
Where does he live? I'm grabbing my gun as we speak.
BLOG IT! FUCKING TEENAGERS (PUN INTENDED) NEED TO KNOW ABOUT THIS.

WOW.
Now thats fucking scary.
Dana, Mrs Baker, YOU SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF ME.
Even when you are defending all chicks' honour.

Are all guys like that?
Well I don't think so.
I know heaps of them who think like him but I'm sure there are DECENT GUYS.

phewwwww.

PEACE OUT !
-dyz_./

y=mx+b

Gradient.
I will kill you.

And here I thought I was done with you 'x'.
You disgust me. You sucky pronumeral.
You cannot be more than one number.

Oh Dana.
Must you be so self-sacrificing?
You make me seem so mean.
LULZ.

Bruno.
HAHAHAAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

There is really no point in reading this.
Its going to take ages to write.
One sentence every twenty minutes.

I miss the holidays.
Forster was fun, regardless of how much crap we got into.

The only good thing about Math now is that me and Mishafagface fight all the time.
Jokingly of course.
Calling each other sluts every two seconds.
Throwing stuff at each other...

"Bitch"
"YOUR FACE !"

The latter obviously being my reply.
Longworth is a scary witch, like from the Roald Dahl book.

OWF!
I just got bitten by an ant.

Why is Deeh actually agreeing with me on this.
Relationships aren't my forte.
Weirdo SBS movies and Hannah Montana is.

SOMEONE should get up and talk to me.
SOMEONE ELSE should get outter the bloody shower.
We're in a freaking drought.
Actually, not really.

AHHH MAY WILL BE RAINY !
Yayy.
But I hope it won't rain on my Tea Party.
Yes, you heard me.
TEA PARTY.

LOL DEEH.

dyz: kill two high ranking birds with one bullet.
DEEH: what would I say to michael? hey can i USE YOU?
dyz: *magic bullet
DEEH: logical in theory honey
dyz: no. hey do you think you could help me?
DEEH: but he's gonna think I'm one of those conniving vixens who play games with men... wait what's the word, there's a word for it. Oh yeah: KIM
dyz: looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool
dyz: can i blog that?

[Note: Kim's hair seems alive. How does she do it? She dyes it more time than I look in a mirror. Freaky]

By the way, Deeh.
Cold like cut ice much?

Yuo know Eliza Dushku's brother was in an epidofe of Joan of Arcadia.
Nate, I think his name is. Man, its weird how I remember things that don't really seem to be important to me. My brain is an extensive library of useless information.

Also.
I have come to realise that I really would prefer the Ghostbuster's song as my message tone.

If there's something strange in your neighbour hood.
Who you gunna call?
HE-MAN HE-MAN!

LULZ.
Aww shut up/
I grew up with Dan Akroyd movies.
Blues Brothers for example.

It's 106 miles to Chicago, we got a full tank of gas, half a pack of cigarettes, it's dark, and we're wearing sunglasses.
Hit it.

I'm tired.
I got work to do.
Nighty night, you internet weirdos.
And in my case.
This social reject.
=]

PEACE OUT!
-dyz_./
PS.
My eyes are seeing everything really big.
Oh wait.
I actually have my glasses on for once.

'A Measure of Eloquence'

I told you.
Crappy year.
Year eleven sucks.

I don't want more responsibility, its too much.
I don't want one page essays, its not enough.
I want to be able to TALK to my friends about things they did on the weekends other than work or doing homework.

I want to start my essay draft on my additional materials but I have no time to even ask Ms Ruello what kind of question I should use as a basis.

I wanted to write so much more on 'A Measure of Eloquence' and I want to know whether there is actually a couple that are like Ann and Phillip.

I want to know whether there was one shooter or more in the Kennedy case and I want Ms. Monotone to confirm the suspicions of the class on the topic of Oswald being a scapegoat.

I want to know why I am doing relatively good in Maths this year and why I miss Lorraine in my class. She made me eat paper and fall off my chair for her entertainment.

I want to know why I get both the Science and English genes from my mom and dad.

I want Ms Ryan to know the touch of poverty before she acts like she knows more about it than me. Talk to my mother, you crappy Religion teacher. You have no idea what conditions she had to live in.

I want Kaye to walk right out of St. Mary's and come back to McAuley and be my Physics buddy.

I want to be able to eat absolutely everything I feel like and still end up
staying the same size. I think most chicks do.

I want Chinese food for dinner tonight but I can't because I'll only eat Beef and Black Bean Sauce and I can't eat meat on Wednesdays and Fridays.

I want to be to skip Physics tonight and watch 'Kid Nation'.

I want to talk to someone other than my brother about the new episode of House which I have seen.
Sorry Deeh.

I want to go time travel.
I want to meet Doctor Who.
I want to talk to Einstein.
I want to be back in time when Marie Curie's husband gets run over by a horse and carriage.
I want to be able to slow time down and figure out the JFK assassination all by my lonesome.

I want to comfort someone.
I want to hurt someone.

I don't want a certain person to come back to school.
When she was gone, I had peace of mind.

I want to climb that tree outside my brother's room.
I want to be able to upload something to dA.
I want to be able to write, to draw, to sing.
I AM SICK OF YEAR ELEVEN.

I want to be able to make it while I give up something for Lent.
And only one person know what that is.
And its hard.
It may seem like nothing for others, but they mean so much to me.
And in saying that, Dana has just figured it out, I bet.

I want to stop wanting so much.

I want to have faith in myself.
I don't want to rely on the support of others.
I want to write Jex a letter.

I WANT MY 'THE QUESTION' CD UNSNAPPED.
AND IT WAS THE SECOND ONE OF IT THAT I BOUGHT, TOO!

I want to put 'Nickel Slick' on repeat and try to get some sleep.

I need to go.

PEACE OUT !
-dyz_./

PS.
Just as he sang 'phone rings', my phone actually did ring.
Maybe I should vote for Showbread's video before someone gets me as I write this blog.
Ha.
Don't you love Myspace?
Yer, me neither.

PPS.
Deeh.
Jamaican guys is actually Jamaican and his name is Bruno.
LULZ MUCH?
KJAGDGAKDLHKSFGLKHSFHFHJFHFHFHJFHF
His dreds are awesome.

'And then the morning comes.'

Oh my.
Dyanne is alive.

Year eleven sucks.
It is draining my soul, sucking my will to live and if Mr Grumble says 'mmmKAY?' once more..........

Mr Moon is checking on how I am living.
According to Smash Mouth anyway.

Um.
I have way too many thoughts about JFK and the whole conspiracy theory behind it all.
And me being a very 'Physical' person, and I mean PHYSICS as in Science not what you are thinking Dana (although that is motion so I guess it counts), I believe that one bullet could cause all that damage.
But I am also thinking that there were probably more than one shooter.

I love Modern History.

Gah at Physics.
I don't feel like writing notes, Johno.
I ALREADY KNOW THAT EM WAVES ARE SELF-PROPAGATING AND THAT THE CHANGE IN THE MAGNETIC FIELD WILL RESULT IN A CHANGE IN THE ELECTRIC FIELD.

English though.
I think I already have my two additional materials.
This French movie which is totally awesome and somewhat funny in a very 'haha my family isn't as screwed up'.
And Sid's episode off Skins.

Its kinda awesome how Sid's episode screams 'change' and I was just watching it cos I like it so much.

It is becoming increasingly evident that the only time I usually have spare is after Church on Sundays.
And freaking work on Saturday.
I love working in the mornings.
Hardly anyone comes in =]

But I miss Megan.
:(

At least the conversations that I do have are funny:

Me: fine. where do you think im from?
JOSHY: can i phone a friend?
Me: if you want
Me: LOL
Me: use those life lines !
JOSHY: hahha
JOSHY: hold up

- Jaybz Cusi. When our clocks stop.. all we got is wishful thinkin has been added to the conversation.

JOSHY: dude help me out
JOSHY: u have 30 secs
JOSHY: what nash is she?
JOSHY: 20 secs jorge
JOSHY: 15
JOSHY: 10
JORGE: what
JOSHY: JESUS JORGE THINK
JORGE: whats going on
JOSHY: 5
JORGE: ?
JORGE: :S
JOSHY: 4
JOSHY: 3
JOSHY: 2
JOSHY: 1
JOSHY: 0
JOSHY: damit
JOSHY: jorge get out of here
JORGE: ok
JOSHY: haha

- Jaybz Cusi. When our clocks stop.. all we got is wishful thinkin has left the conversation.

JOSHY: i jus wasted my life line
Me: lolololololololololololol


PEACE OUT !
-dyz_./

<3