what a feeble attempt etc.

I am sad as fuck right about now.
My best inanimate friend has died.
I was extremely close to it.
What a freak I am.
Trying to feel better.

But two things have come from today.
1/. I'm getting back into the fanfiction world because it makes me happy and I loved my fan base.
2/. Wow at this Spencer fanfic. I haven't read a good enough Spencer one, but this one totally pwns.

Also.
Pyrogue....
I'm not so bias against it anymore.
That one that I read....wow.

Oh Dana! The whole time she had her gloves on! Except after she took them off and I'm like..."THIS IS BULLLLSHHIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEETTTTTT!"
It has to be believable or not done at all.
I will kill Bobby :)
But I am very very sad about killing St. John Allerdyce<3
Damn freaking X MEN!

Kudos to the writers whose stuff I read constantly :)
I will make time for this again.


OHOHOH!
Gabriel!!! LOLOL
I love his shoes.

Peace out !
-dyz_./

School sucks majorly.

Darna.
Could really have used you at school today.
Or online now.
Or later.
Ever.

I need help with English and shizzle.
And Lorraine isn't answering her phone so I'm guessing shes at work.

Wow, this sounds like something I'd type in the 'Letters to Anyone' thread.
The WAYT is full of noobs and I don't feel like I belong anymore.
All of them with their ten year old fingers typing bullshit to up their posts from 220 to 287543854.

I also miss Hyde.
She was awesome. Like my best friend on INO.
And I've lost her again.
I was the only person on INO that she told her real name to. Haha
Its Maria.
Its nice.
Well....Not like Maria Tria but yer.

I feel really sick at the moment.
I feel as bad as you looked that other night, ahah no offence.

Are you going to do what I said? Only ifhe brings it up right?
Well don't wait too long or it would make you seem even more obsessed.
I got to walk around the school with that camera today.
I really don't want to go to school tomorrow, but you know.
Religion etc.

I feel like playing that part in "I'm Not Okay" when Frank says 'Trust me' over and over.

My mom's tell me to 'sleep it off'.
Yer great advice, Mom.
I've been 'sleeping it off' for a while now. It hasn't worked.
And she says it now like as if I have the time.

Dana, please?
I really need to talk to someone.

peace out.
-dyz_./

ugh.

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FUCKERRRRRRR.
I am so sick of my mother.
First my mom tells me I don't do my work enough.
Then when I'm fucking up to my eyeballs in work and ploughing through it, she gets on my fucking back.
"Oh I shouldn't have let you get that laptop! All you do is talk to your friends"

Hey newflash motherfucker.
Just because I'm doing more work and spending more time to TRY and fucking get a good grade theres no need for you to get all up in my grillz.
fuckyou.

God,
Honestly cannot think of a reason why I need you.
If you get taken away by the mysterious power of the world, yer I'll feel bad, but when it comes down to it, I didnt need you as much as you think.

whatevs
peace out
hope you love your mother more than i love mine.
-dyz_./

rofl@mydadonyoutube

After the AA incident...
There really isn't all that much to say.
Deeh's freaky intuition...

Darna. [lol]
Never fear.
AA is a shallow psycho hose beast [thankgodforwaynesworld] and VS is heaps better. He is your intellectual match in every way and I KNOW how hard that is to find.

Okay so.
First of all.
THANKS DEEH. DAY 3 MY ARSE.
I thought I had English third.
It was first
I failed that so bad.
fgbhruewiokldfjnghruieowdlkfmgnjhtuiroeplkfmgjnhuireo

Second.
WTFFF?
Religion?
Hose beast.
What the hell was up with that? And shit part b
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Okay.
God my typing is like a bogans.

I swear.
If they didn't have their legion of barbies with them, I would fucking kill them for you Deeh.
Whats my safety compared to your peace of mind?
Totally would pwn them too.
Would you like me to bring my hockeystick?
I mean, its fibreglass. The blood woud just wipe off.
:)?
No?
LOL.

My dad is cool ayeeee Darna?

I wonder if Josh will put on his flashbox.
I'll let you know if he does.

PEACEOUT !
-dyz_./

heyheyheyheyhey!

I don't think I've ever been so appreciative ever.
Listening to Drowning Lessons kinda just melted everything in my body.
Oh my.

Plus, being in a car with my brother for three hours....fights will insue.
"She started it"
"HE STARTED IT!"
"SHE STARTED IT BY BEING BORN"
"YOU ASKED FOR ME! HA! SHUT UP. YOU GOT PWNED"
Needless to say, I won.

And.
[Sorry]
WHO THE FUCKING FUCK WEARS SHORTS UP ON MT. KOSCIUSKO? MENTAL EMO GUY. AND OMG. WHAT WAS WRONG WITH MY DAD. FUCKING THICK SKINNED HOBO MAN.
WHY ON EARTH WOULD YOU WILLINGLY STAY IN MINUS A BILLION DEGREES ? IN A FREAKING SKI LIFT?
WHYYYY?
Okay....
I totally loved it....LOL

Now I can literally say that my head was in the clouds, because being 1900 or something metres up is kinda the cloud hangout.

I totally had something to say....but I forgot.

Other than having a cushion[of the couches....as the actual seat parts LOL] war that pwned WW2 and omg-ing at the emos a the skatepark [all lame and the only semi-pretty one was taken] and totally pwing the boat driving [yer im cool].....yer.

ROFLMAO at my brother's car game though.

People! Talk to me! Distract me from my English essay tomorrow :)

PEACE OUT !
-dyz_./

act one scene noone cares

Finally I have come to a conclusion about my near future and my English skills.
They are quite pathetic.
But apparently people seem to like them.
And so using Bret Easton Ellis and Sylvia Plath and their writing styles, I have decided to keep writing and maybe structuring it into some form of pathetic book.
Joy.
Its Dana and my mother's faults really.

Blame them.
Though I will ne'er want anyone to read the sodding crap that exits my brain in my form of an empty storyline that seems so cliche that even cliche is sick of it.
Okay maybe not, because I try to to eliminate cliche as best as I can.
But still.
I wonder if they deleted Ruby Rose yet.
[I just added a few hours deeh cos i went on INO]
They did delete it, so don't bother trying to look for it.
The only copy is with me :)
Safe away from freaky judging eyes.

Yer.
Man I kinda miss INO.
And my stories.
I had a fanbase.
A fanbase.
Ahhh like Deeh's Winglin days
ROFL SRRY HAD TO.

I have no plot yet and probably won't ever.
The hospital is such an awesome place for storylines though, because its so calm where I sit, allowing thought.
Until Bruno walks past and I'm all non chalant while trying to read what band shirt he has on.

For some reason, I've just been so obsessed with "Stomping feet and racing beats of hearts that don't ever slow"
Just love that line.
I dunno.

I Just got up to the Phone Call parts in the Virgin Suicides for like the miiiiillllliiiooonnnttthhhh time. I can never get sick of that.
I think its just so beautiful that just a simple phone call where hardly any words but the lyrics of songs that pass through the phone wires can connect the Lisbon sisters to the four boys.
Gorgeous descriptions <3

Sofia Coppola really did that movie justice and they are ruining Twilight.
SCHMOOOOOOOOO !

Lux Lisbon was like fourteen and she was the most promiscuous.
Hilarious.
Kirsten Dunst was ace in that role.
And Josh Hartnett fit the role of Trip ace too, but thats cos I really don't like either that much.
AHH ! Yer! I don't like Hartnett!
Booooo !
Ahh go stuff yourself.

Henry the 4th calls my dear ones.

Deeh needs coke and I need MCR.
Fuckity.
My inspiration is sooo shot.
Sodding inspiration!
By the way, I totally love 'wank of the century'...
I ono.
Another thing to say instead of worse things I can say.

PEACE OUT !
-dyz_./

disneychannelsucks.

ohgod.
my brain is melting.
i like the jonas brothers.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh its all caitlin's fault.
stupid caitlin.
stupid hannah montana.
stupid youtube.

haha Jex likes Musso now.
mitchel not mason.

gahhh.
this whole blog is dominated by the disney channel.

[explode]

ksahgdjasdtgfsdhf
im going to get jex into the jonas brothers :)
rofl
lame.

im going away for easter.
:)

forgot where though, but if it doesn't have reception dana then im very sorry.

i think its because of what they wear.
dana, think of every AA image and thats what the jonas brothers wear.

just so you can fall off your chair again...
purple flanno.

its lovely how nobody gets these.

ahh im bored.
i cant really be bothered doing my physics assignment.
i'll do it later.

i gotta go clean my room.

PEACE OUT !
-dyz_./

whoa, how bad was my English in this one.
if the grumble and rubello read this...

self propagation.

I just bit my tongue and my mouth tastes like blood.
Awesome.
Awwww that totally reminds me.
DANA ! VAMPIRES !
I want to readdddddddddddddddddd it.
I don't care how crap you think it is.


I BAGS THE FIRST SIGNED COPY.
:)
And I bags kicking teenies =]
ANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNND If they make it a movie, I am so choosing the actors because casting director these days...
Gone are the days of good Sofia Coppola movies.


UGH.
Now I want to watch The Virgin Suicides for the millionth time.

[Flail]

I am so distracted.
I haven't analysed the soliloquy, I haven't progressed much in my notes, I have to catch bus on Friday [KRIS ?] and I am going to fail Physics.

Deflate.

Dana.
I wrote it.
:)
But I'm having last minute cold feet.
Well not really last minute...
Gah.

The best day of Year Ten...
Oh that cordial.
Unobservant highschool girls didn't take any notice of the bright red stripes of cordial that I accidently poured on myself.
Hilarious.
SO SHOULD HAVE YOUTUBED THAT.
rofl.
Theres no time to have any of those moments anymore.
I have 6 days to do my Physics and Photography assignments and I have to do my DT one and Religion one...
And ew at first place in my class for Maths.

Hello rubber ducky.
I love you.
[Squeak]
My brother and I pretty much morse code with the duckies.
Except we have no idea what we're saying...
I guess it translates to :
"Oi, purple monkey dishwasher"
"How dare you insult my momma ?"
"Grapefruit !"
"Did you know that I just found my sanity? Hiding under the bed along with my good friend 'the truth'...haven't seen either in a while"
"Your face"

Or something like that.
[Squeak]

Lux: the luminosity of a light source.
Lux: major character of the virgin suicides.

I got how to remember it.

ELECTROMAGNETIC WAVES, I WILL PWN YOU.
Hopefully.

Johno smells.
Stupid teacher.
"I must be your favourite male teacher on your timetable"
"Sir, you're the ONLY male teacher on my timetable"
Douche.

"Wonder if he's for sale.
I don't close my eyes.
You can disappear here without knowing it."

Oh Bret Easton Ellis.
Less than Zero > American Psycho

Oh.
I have nothing much else to write.

Oh DEEH!
PURPLE FLANNO.
[INSERT RAISING EYEBROWS EMOTICON]
Oh my, what a stunning image.
AA...

I think Ms Ruello's sole purpose is to ruin my life and explode my head with images of England as a woman.
ROFL @ her drawing of it.

Maths, Modern, DT and Photography tomorrow.
Not bad.
I hope I don't neaarly fall asleep in Modern like last time.

Meh.

PEACE OUT !
-dyz_./

henry the fourth.

Was a pathetic sod and why Shakespeare decided to dedicate time of his glorious life to write about him will confuse me forever.

Though I must say, he speaks so wonderfully.

Gah !
When I am tired and frustrated I usually flail.
Accentuated movements that all add up to the degradation of my blrain.

[Flails arms]

LOL at Julian's comments.
Every tim he says 'Dang' I get so freaking scared...
LOL, Dana knows why.

Dana, don't say it...

Why is my laptop so freaking loud?
Damn keys.

There is nothing to write.
I think I lost my Spongebob pjs though.
[Ooooh sorry about the images]
Ah well.

PEACE OUT !
-dyz_./

FARRRRRRRRKKKKKK

Joel, I apologize for this next part.


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
FUCK SHIT MOTHERFUCKER.
fuckfuckfuckfuck
shitshitshit
sodshittingarseheadandahole.
fuckfuckfuckfuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk


PHYSICS.
FUCK.
My scientific report is due tomorrow.
AHHHHHHHHHHH !
And I left my book.
Oh wank of the century.

I am composed.
Breathe.
Okay.


[EXPLETIVE !]

peaceout !
-dyz

dana. thursday. remember.

LOL @ Texting Josh in the cinemas.
Well he WAS sitting [counts...Deeh, Jason, Kevin] three seats away.
And Jason kept stealing my skittles.
But my pupils managed to dilate...
DYANNE IS A TIC TAC JUNKIE.

And this is numero three.
And the third time is a charm.
And it works.
And the guy said 'Of all the albums in this place, you picked out the best one'....
Of course I picked the best one.
AND IT WILL NOT SNAP.
I WILL NOT HAVE TO BUY A FOURTH ONE.
I hope.

I AM SO HIIIIGGGHHHH.
I ATE 15 REDSKINS.
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

omgomgomg.
chris.... [yer i know its a K Deeh, but if its a K then its not cK]
red stripey.
and car parked right behind.
i feel sick.
too many redskins and skittles and Red Court[rofl i think only deeh will get this] and Malteser[Ditto].

Hey Deeh,
Remeber in the food court?
"I BAGS MALTESER"
LOLOLOLOL

There us hardly anything to write.

Do I have homework?
[Was I going to go it anyway?]

Waynes World.....two.

I find it amazing how bipolar I must seem to people.

Lorraine made it very clear in her blunt questioning way.
Not that I mind.

I'm not bipolar...
I just can't stand stuff sometimes and the side of me that wants to yell just shuts down.

And maybe I didn't WANT to tell Misha.
And maybe I don't WANT to tell anyone.

Do I get a say in it?

Fuck.
Since when did my whole MSN list turn into my parents?

peaceoutmofos.
-dyz_./

'i'm going ot be frank'
'...okay....can i still be Garth?'

Blinded by Appendages.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !


Okay.

Let me say that in terms you may understand.

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

Standing there, feet starting to conspire against me, customer staring into space with a plethora of prescription medication.

I have typed '99 enter 5.' and 'enter 5.' and 'enter 31.30 +' [the + is subtotal] so many times that I think Nancy can't think of original prices for meds.



But anyway, back to my standing...

I glare at Rebecca because I fucking hate her.

I laugh at Hayley as she tells me how she got that massve scar...[it was jumping over her fence].

I help Winnie who is so unsure about using the register...[we had to train her because shes meant to be floor staff].

I smile a Margie who gets me the ten and fives I so desperately need.

I think of Envy on the Coast as I ask a guy to 'sign right here'...[Artist and Repertoire<3]

I look bored as I grab more plastic bags and make sure I have enough paperbags.

I scare Lisa, Hayley scares me.

I gaze pleadingly at the clock which evilly beams back '11:03'
My head screams for that glorious half an hour of sushi and not having to smile so insincerely to people I don't really care about.
And just when I think I may as well shoot myself...

The big guy grants me one of those little gifts to get through the day.
Oh yer.
Chris and Keanu.
Freaking hell.
They just saunter past the same moment I look at the tissue boxes to make sure there are enough out.

If I wasn't so concerned about my laptop's wellbeing after, I would just bash my face into the keyboard.

Dana.
DID YOU HEAARRRR ?
THE BROTHERS !
The gorgeous brothers.
Now it would have been just the icing on the frick monkey cake is Adonis was there.
But we have that picture which I have yet to see.

By the way.
When are we doing that thing?
LOL
Don't worry.

My whole blog is like one big one-sided conversation to Dana.
Though I can imagine her reaction and responses.

HI JOEL !
See ?
I'm writing.
=]

Jelly visited me again !
At least she had pants on this time...
ROFL.
That so didn't sound as it was supposed to.
I meant.
No shorts and garters.
Skinny jeans and a vest.

I bought Tic Tac's :)
Because....
Well actually I dunno.
I just felt like consuming the whole thing.
I haven't yet.

I do have a personal record.
A whole pack of Tic Tac's in 5 minutes and 43 seconds.
Another whacky self-inflicted experiment.

Other than the C/K Fiasco [omg cK...dw]
Nothing really exciting happened.
I got texts.
I love texts.

SEND ME TEXTS.
I FEEL SPECIAL.

PEACE OUT !
-dyz_./